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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
11:15 pm	Life is getting great!!!! So its amazing how when u find sumting out that changes ur life for the better it feels as if a wieght is lifted off of u. Lately i've been feeling crappy about hurting tj (even though he was an ass and other stuff that my friends know about) but now that i found out all the stuff hes been doing (much of which he himself told me) i feel so much better. And he also lied to me about everything and yelled at me for doing stuff that was no way as bad as what he was doing. But yea I found everything out yesterday night and today was awsome! I felt so great! I finally feel like i can move on, i can stop feeling guilty! It feels awsome to be happy again! Now i can move on with my new bf! OMG Josh is the sweetest guy ever, he can look at me in this certain way and it serouilsy makes my day! He is such a sweetheart! And we can joke around together and be dumbasses together its great! I'm in such a good mood right now! Today i hung out with Dave, Brian, and Amanda, we went up and surprized Josh at work then went driving around for a little bit and went to pick up one of Dave and Brians freinds. Dave and Brian are soooooooooooo funny me and amanda were laughing so hard! But anywho i have to go to bed! I love all of u guys so much and thanks for everything, stuff is finally getting better! Life is good! Amanda- I gave u a wet willy without the willy lol Brian- I hope ur neck is feelin better! Dave- Hey cousin! i cant believe they believed us Brad- I'd like to order some curly fries!!! lmao Josh- How r ur legs? Tonight was great! <3 Every1 else i love u! Current Mood: life is good!!! Current Music: tv (Nip/Tuck) (Comment on this)
Friday, October 28th, 2005
6:39 am	long time So its been a super long time since I've updated, I've been using myspace. So anywho, this school year has been CRAZY. I hate drama and i've been involved in so much this term only that I'm set for life. I just wish thigs weren't so hard but it looks like things are looking up. First lets explain what happened; me and tj broke up (not in a good way) he irgoned me for like a week after so I pushed myself to move on, had a new hc date then got ditched by him for a reason that NO1 knows then went with tj and a group of friends, now i have a new bf (josh) and they HATE eachother (of course) and wanna kick eachothers asses! And inbetween all that i got stabbed in the back wayyyy too manys times. My friend who was going through a really tough time got shit about sumthing that people were spreading. NOw me and Amanda are working things out but i still dont know what i did in the first place to get all of them pissed off at me, o yea nad heather well while me and amanda were in the fight she kept calling me a bitch and a slut and all that and told me "welll i'm not picking sides but we were never really that good of friends anyway. Even though we were hanging out for a while and she came over to my house couldnt hold her liqiuor and got drunk off her ass and i toke the blame for it. So this school year has pretty much SUXED and thats only at school (and a little percent of what has been happening at school)I still have my home life and work but i dont know i just kept telling myself things are gonna get better, they might have to get worse first but in the end they will get better. Why does life have to be so hard? -Carley- xoxoxoxox Current Mood: confused Current Music: dead quiet (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
11:35 am	long time so its been a long time since i've updated. So yea schools started which i guess is going good. First two hours i have o-tech and thats pretty boring right now but i hope when we start cooking it will get better and ummm lets see my 3rd hour i have a bunch of annoying cheerleaders and the teachers kinda a bitch. My 4th hour is better cuase i actallly know a couple of people in it unlike my 3rd hr. Yea i slept in today so i missed o-tech but i'm here now so i gotta go. Current Mood: bored Current Music: none (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 7th, 2005
7:26 pm	riding the jumbo dog! so today and yesterday amanda was over we went to the beach and went on the jumbo dog (a type of tube) and hung at the beach. SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN! also i have worked all this week, my job is so fun my favorites r steve, mike and steve also liz and danille and emily. its such a great place to work. i work again weds. But i mgiht end up going to dinner there tonight cause i get 50% off :) sweetness! well i have to go i'll talk 2 u guys later call me if u wanna hang! love ya! Current Mood: sore from tubing! Current Music: switch- will smith (Comment on this)
Friday, July 29th, 2005
12:54 am	OTB So on saturday i start oriantation for On the Border (OTB) with amanda, we're gonna be hostess! tj starts his job today at 2. So yesterday me and amanda took one of the boys that I babysit (Jonathon) and went to the beach and it was sooooooooo funny, that kid cracks me up, hes like 10 and sooooo cute (amanda u know what i'm talking about!lol) I'm watching Jackass, SUCH a funny show! lol, Steve-O just snoted a worm up his nose and spit it out (alive) out of his mouth lol. well i g2g ttyl love yas! Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: the jackass song (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
6:02 pm	:) so this summer has been fun. This thursday i have a job interview at on the border to be a hostess, should be fun, need the $$ to get a car. TJ gets back tomorrow, hes been gone for a week, family vaca to go see their family lol. So yea i haven't been up to a lot, just chillin with friends and hanging at the beach. We still have a while left of summer vaca. i'm glad this summer had been goin pretty good. Well i g2g. Call me if u wanna hang. love u guys! Current Mood: excited Current Music: have u ever-brandy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
10:18 am	Kiss Me! Part Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable Part Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You? So this weekend, well actally thursday-sunday me,tj and amanda, my mom, dad, casey (lil sis) all went camping it was fun, the back of my legs were lobster red it was horrible and the difference between my butt and legs was soooooooooooooooooo funny. So tj leavse tomorrow for a week to go to Florida to see his grandparents. Amanda and me are probably goin end up hanging out all this week lol. Well i g2g, i love you guys! Hope u r enjoying the summer as much as i am! Current Mood: summer fun! (Comment on this)
Monday, July 4th, 2005
11:00 am	tj's comin back! So tomorrow tj is coming back, i'm so excited, i miss him. But today we are having an other day at the beach,this time though my grandparents are coming and some of my aunts and uncles. Should be fun though, i'm sooo tan, i look tan but not really untill u see the parts of me that are covered by my bikini lol. well i g2g cause matt our friend from switzerland is here and just woke up so i'll ttyl. Love u guys!!!! Current Mood: my babys coming back tomorrow! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
12:17 pm	Summer Fun So this summers has been alright, there have been a few problems but other than that its been great! Yesterday we had a party down at the beach and played badmitten and volleyball, which i'm not that good at but was alright yesterday lol and i rule at badmitten lol. We are having a party down at the beach today too (after this i'm goin to go get my bikini on!) Thats a funny story actally lol, i was at the beach yesterday (with my family) and i was wearing this little white bikini and this truck of guys drove by slowed down and yelled HEY WHITE BIKINI! i looked over thinking it was maybe one of my friends and i had no idea of who they were, they all smiled and waved at me, then my whole family started laughing it was really funny! well i gotta go ttyl love u guys!!!!!!!! call me if u wanna hang out with me, call my cell i'll probably be at the beach Current Mood: ready to chill Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Friday, July 1st, 2005
7:41 pm	I love him!!!!! OMFG!!!! I love tj so much hes such a sweetie, he is the best thing that has ever happpened to me. We have soooo many inside jokes and people around us know them too (amanda) like for example even before we went out this happened but we still make fun of "it" lol: big ass (one of his worst mistakes we say lol). and sniffer and sneaker. and some i can't put on here but amanda knows them, they are our sercet ones hehehe lol the really embarrsing ones lol. So i just was up north for a week and tj was like it suxs i'm leaving before u get back but when i get back (the 5th) someone is getting a whole bunch of lovin lol. silly silly guy. And hes so supportive, like with my modeling, he went with me and my mom to the interview and waited outside, hes great! About my modeling: for those of you who care lol, u all know my mom and me turned down that one agent and stuff before that and now i'm goin to get my dads cousin (shes a perfessional lol) to do my pics and then get an agent my mommy likes lol. Well i got to go and work on tjs suprise for when he gets back. Love u guys! Current Mood: bouncy but missin my baby! Current Music: tv (little sis is watchin a weird ass cartoon) (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
12:44 pm	please answer 01. who are you: 02. what's our relationship: 03. how and where did we meet: 04. what's my middle name: 05. how long have you known me: 06. tell me one good thing about myself: 07. when you first saw me what was your impression: 08. birthday: 09. my favorite band at the moment: 10. color of my eyes: 11. do i have any siblings: 12. have you ever had a crush on me: 13. what's one of my favorite things to do: 14. do you remember one of the first things i said to you: 15. describe me in three words: 16. name five things i love: 17. do you think i'm good looking: 18. how would you describe me to someone: 19. would you ever date me: 20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did: 21. what do you like most about me: 22. if we could spend a day together what would we do: 23. have we ever gotten in a fight: 24. do you think we will be friends for at least three or four more years: 25. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: 26. what do you think my weakness is: 27. do you think i'll get married: 28. what makes me happy: 29. what makes me sad: 30. what reminds you of me: 31. if you could give me anything what would it be: 32. when's the last time you saw me: 33. do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same: 34. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and i would listen: 35. are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what i say about you: 36. if i was an ice cream flavor, which would i be and why: 37. what song (if any) reminds you of me: 38. if you could change one thing about me, what would it be: 39. would you make a move on me: 40. do i cross your mind at least one time a day: Current Mood: happy Current Music: amanda talkin (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
6:14 pm	yea me so yea 1 more full day till schools out!!! This weekend was fun. me and tj went tubing and he was sitting (one person tube) and i was laying across and we flipped and he endend up landing/ewolbing me in the face, he gave me a bloddy nose (only for a couple mins lol) and a fat lip that lasted the weekend and a black eye but its sorta gone away, now all thats left is a bruise (but u can't see it!) it was still super fun though. It really doesn't seem like the year is actally ending, i can't believe, a lot has happened this year! Well i g2g. Love you guys!!!! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Picture (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 4th, 2005
1:53 pm	okay i'm really bored lol Your Hippie Chick Name is: Sunflower Get your own Hippie Chick Name not really THAT true lol You May Be a Bit Histrionic ... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You? hehehe thats not that bad You Will Die at Age 82 82 Congratulations! You take good care of yourself. You're poised to live a long, healthy life. What Age Will You Die? hehehe i know what ur thinking hehehe You Are 80% Psychic You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic? i'm just a good person! You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma? Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! What Gender Is Your Brain? (Comment on this)
1:38 pm	hehehe CARLEY C is for Complex A is for Amazing R is for Rebellious L is for Loud E is for Exquisite Y is for Yummy What Does Your Name Mean? this is freakin hilarous! lol You Know You're From Michigan When... You define summer as three months of bad sledding. You think Alkaline batteries were named for a Tiger outfielder. You can identify an Ohio accent. Your idea of a seven-course meal is a six pack and a bucket of smelt. Owning a Japanese car is a hanging offense in your hometown. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre. The Big Mac is something that you drive across. You believe that "down south" means Toledo. You bake with soda and drink pop. You drive 75 on the highway and you pass on the right. Your Little League baseball game was snowed out. You learned how to drive a boat before you learned how to ride a bike. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac". The word "thumb" has a geographical rather than an anatomical significance. You have experienced frostbite and sunburn in the same week. You expect Vernor's when you order ginger ale. You know that Kalamazoo not only exists, but that it isn't far from Hell. Your favorite holidays are Christmas, Thanksgiving, the opening of deer season and Devil's Night. Your snowmobile, lawn mower and fishing boat all have big block Chevy engines. At least one person in your family disowns you for the week of the Michigan/Michigan State football game. You know what a millage is. Traveling coast to coast means driving from Port Huron to Muskegon. Half the change in your pocket is Canadian, eh. You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on your left hand. You know what a "Yooper" is. Your car rusts out before you need the brakes done Half the people you know say they are from Detroit... yet you don't personally know anyone who actually lives in Detroit "Up North" means north of Clare. You know what a pastie is. You occasionally cheer "Go Lions- and take the Tigers with you." Snow tires come standard on all your cars. At least 25% of your relatives work for the auto industry. You don't understand what the big deal about Chicago is. Octopus and hockey go together as naturally as hot dogs and baseball. You know more about chill factors and lake effect than you'd EVER like to know! Your snowblower has more miles on it than your car. Shoveling the driveway constitutes a great upper body workout. When giving directions, you refer to "A Michigan Left." You know when it has rained because of the smell of worms. You never watch the Weather Channel - you can just assume they're wrong. The snowmen you make in your front yard actually freeze. Solid. The snow freezes so hard that you can actually walk across it and not break it or leave any marks. All your shoes are called "tennis shoes", even though no one here plays tennis anyway. Your major school field trip includes camping and cross-country skiing. Half your friends have a perfect sledding hill right in their own backyard. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Michigan. Get Your Own "You Know You're From" Meme Here More cool things for your blog at Blogthings (Comment on this)
1:32 pm	i think i'm weirder than that lol You Are 50% Normal (Somewhat Normal) While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You? (Comment on this)
1:31 pm	once again some true others not The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's the True You? (Comment on this)
1:29 pm	another one (Long) Your #1 Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP Your #2 Love Type: ENFJ The Giver In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail. For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring. Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational. However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner. Best matches: INFP or ISFP Your #3 Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ Your #4 Love Type: ISFJ The Nurturer In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long. For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner. Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie. However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues. Best matches: ESTP or ESFP Your #5 Love Type: ENFP The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ What's Your Love Type? (Comment on this)
1:23 pm	some parts are true others not so much lol The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? (Comment on this)
1:18 pm	the dog? sounds good lol You Were Actually Born Under: You Should Have Been Born Under: You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest. However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are! Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk. You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood! You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse. What Year Were You Born Under? (Comment on this)
1:03 pm	girls night out Friday was fun, it was girls night out. We went to McDonalds, lots of stories there, including kethup, bibs, and kim/pop lol good times good times. Then we went to the mall, went and tryed on like 50 really ugly dresses jokin around, we all brought thongs, they are alll very cute. Then we went into spencers and joked around with the whips lol, that poor guy!!!! lol. Then we went and saw Monster in Law, it was funny! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! Kim- I'm never letting you drink pop around me again! lol Heather- Whip it, you know u like it lol Amanda- densist tool (drool) and way too many more to think of them all lol Jake- Don't forget i need that shirt! Bradley- glad u and amanda r doin better! love u 2 both so much! Leah- Nick is so funny! E-ROCK SIGNED MY YEARBOOK!!!! lol Chantal- lol lets just say that lol Current Mood: ready for summer Current Music: Madonna- Like a prayer (2 Comments |Comment on this)